Gutter-Mouthed!

Living in Hell and then Heaven......

Lavenda was living in HELL for 2 weeks!
Reason? For another Fu*king guy. ya, the guy which i mentioned in "Does he knows?"
Causes Lavenda lived in hell-dom , suicidal... did not eat much... slept at day time... alcohol for almost every nights... drunk... barf... Fu*k Up life...

Then again, life is always Yin yang.. Thanks to friends around me, best frend, good frend, long lost frend.. who call me, text me all time.. comfort me.. walked to my apartment to just make sure i don't jump down from 7th floor.. those who accompany drink and get drunk... who played pool with me, evin, linesh, laine.. starbucks with me... sunshine wth me... Lavenda will always remember you guys..

Today, Lavenda is much more stronger than yesterday. Lavenda is always happy like before ady.. wooo hoooo... I've learnt alot.. First thing of all.. NEVER FALL IN LOVE WITH GUY WHO IS YOUNGER THAN ME...NEVER AGAIN... fu*k it!!! I will never never fall into this kinda kind anymore. NO MORE! Ends..

Past is past. Tattooo once inked, is inked. Spilled water will never be in the pile again. so? hitch the ride, and head forward!

Anyway, events coming up, Lavenda will be on the Mahkota Runway Model at 26th july at MP, come and c her ya.. =p Preview round and then the final is somewhere August.

Love you ,
Lavenda ( the faster stronger? )

*missing haiwan loads*

Does he knows?

Love him so much...
Does he really knows???
I wondered...
Age?
Never cross me...
Income?
Never bother me...
He knows??
So much had happened..
Bad to worst...
If YOU (the reader) knows what i mean..
But..
Does HE knows?
When he doubt my love...
Millions of needles pricking me inside...
Undescribable...
Went againts everything...
AGAINTS....
Just wanna gain some love and trust from him...
Does he knows?
Sacrifies...... infinitely......
And does he knows?
I may not be perfect....
But my heart is true...
So many guys upon me....
It was just him that keeps me rolling...
Does he knows?
Frankly...
Pieces by pieces ...
I saw ... vanish to the air..
I dare not confess i'll give up...
But.... really...
pieces and pieces...
has gone.........

love,
Lavenda

Lame blog! DONT READ! muahahaha

GG~ i washed my money.. haha.. the more GG thing is i go and fish all the notes out in the full tank of soapy water.. wat the................ =p..

Am having holiday now~ going back bp soon lo~ miss all the bp buildings, malls, people, family.. ants.. sands.. chickengs.. turkeys.. lol..

Huhuhu.. today in the mood of shoopping.. i wanna get new roxy!!! for next year songkran party splash splash~~ and that samsng lcd wide screen.. u wait !! i coming.. kakakaka.... burung kakak tua~~ giginya tinggal dua~~

aiyaya..  my magazines pile up since 3 months back till now!! it's over 20 copies now!! how to carry back bp? pls help me ? y they dont put it in soft copy form?s o i can save in hdd ma.. sweat~

bacckiee backiee.. holiday is always so much fun~ yum cha from morning to late.. kakakakaka.. but i miss all the kl babes~~ myb babe : chellepie ( miss myb, i miss u la.. hugs) , eve ( sexy babe, i miss u too~ =( ) , jamince, chynthia.. keke .. and vincci darling and my baby may~ ( aiyaya , u both ar, hold on k, we will party together soon.. keke ) as well as the guys la ok.. ( dun sad la i mention u guys later than the babes ).. LADIES first ma... alll the guys in kl especially, boo ( i miss u so much jor, when la the creative flash shooting huh? tak boleh tunggu le ) , tiger (eh, dun bring back chinaman for me, i wan ping tang hu lu :P ) , bugg ( panning shoot~ kakaka ), chee chun (c , i mention u le) , chow chin ( velvet liao lo, wait wat? :P ) , Nic ( where is the S class guy u wanna intro to me? :P , kidding la.. u dun feel so lonesome k.. ) , Stephen ( and u, shoot shoot.. looking forward ya ) ...

tmr 's gathering with all the sisters........ wuhahaa.. miss u all lo~ especialyl Evonne HoE!~ MIA all the time, missed out the last meeting u went back bp.. tmr not gonna miss jor.. muakx.. and then my darling willy, i miss her so much~ missed out her brithday too, come come, sunday we go shoopiiingg and have fun ya..~.. and then jelvin, miss out her birhtday as well, aiks.. muaxks muaxks la k... :P

ok la.. lazy crap jor.. tats all for the lame blog k.. free ny i continue my laming days blog..

till here

lorries of love and cares and sincerity,
Lavenda

MyB Icon Search 2007

Holla everyone out there. First of all, Lavenda would like to sincerely thanks to all you peeps out there for voting for her. Amazingly, she's been called up by Nickster on Tuesday ( 4th of September ) while she was driving up to KL for UITM International Bowling Sport Fiesta. She missed the call, and Nickster immediately texted her. "Lavenda, this is Nickster from MyB, pls pick up my call, URGENT" ..  Then my phone rang and there goes Nic on the other line.. " Hello Lavenda, im Nic from Myb ya, would just like to invite u to out MyB Icon Search 2007. ARe you free this coming saturday? Cuz we are having a Catwalk class by Jersy Chong prepared for you all babes. Our event is sponsored by ..bla bla........." .. Okay, Lavenda was stunned.. Cuz the rest MyB was like , already taken the 1st shooting at Mont Kiara and of cuz they are all ady knew each other . Yes, Lavenda missed the 1st shooting, which mean also Lavenda is the late comer!! opps.. So when Lavenda meet up with the rest babes and committee of MyB at Solaris, Mont Kiara , it was like 4pm already. Oh Sheet, I'm 4 hours late . It supposed to start at 12pm. Because of my UITM tour, I came into Solaris late. And Wow.. The rest babes , they are all so awesome and wonderful welcoming me with a big " HIIIIIIIII LAVEENNDDAAA".. Wah.. i was like.. wow, is this some American Next Top Model Program on Casting or ... some WOW WOW.. =) .. Anyway, they all are awesome, Chellepie, Grace, Eve, Alia,Chyntia,winx....etcetc... Alright, so immediate i was asked to change into the MyB Tee and head for the Shooting by Cavin. Opps, not to forget Alia, who tied up my shirt for me.. She said that she was like a Wardrobe Leader cuz, she is the only girl who know how to tie the shirt.. *winks*.. Rite then, after shoot shoot, .... CATWALK.. Trauma know.. is not easy as you think. keke.. but it was fun ..

Orite, that is a little introduction on how Lavenda was been selected into the Top 20. For those who doesnt know wat is this MyB about, it is an event organized by Nickster and Wkhai, with sponsors like Jlink Models, Kai, Mooks and etc.. MyB stands for Malaysian Babes Icon Search 2007.

The Vote basically are termed with each person one vote. Meaning duplicate of votes, will be discarded. For those who hasnt cast your vote yet, please click on the link below :-

http://www.malaysianbabes.net/events/myb_icon07/vote.php?f=Lavenda

and vote for Lavenda? =)

A little support of you guys, makes a huge different on me. It's my first step and also it takes alot of courage and confident to walk elegantly.

Once again, i would like to sincerely show my billions thanks to my friends out there, who have voted me, passing the bulletin for me, asking for more votes from your friends, and those who even SMS passing my links to ask for votes. Without all the votes, Lavenda wouldnt be here.

Guess what? The vote was started since Thursday (6th of Septem). Where I don't have internet access and i didnt check it online eventhough Nickster texted me and ask me check online the vote was started. I checked it online on Friday. and ya, the vote is started . And only by Sunday evening, 4.30pm, I spreading the news that LAvenda is in MyB , posted a little shout out in Friendster. On Monday Morning, I posted bulletin in Friendster. AND... within 32 hours from the 1st step i spreading the news, Guess wat? Lavenda is on TOP 5.. =) .. * Im so glad that there are so many beautiful ppl out there supporting me *... Big Hugs for u peeps.

Anyway,

Highest Votes or being in top 5 doesnt means anything. Just enjoy the fun girls!! Eventhough if Im drop back down to out of top10, i'll stil be there in the party bash on 29th september to support u babes !!! =P.. Go go go... Oh ya, for all my voters and friends, there is a Finale Party Bash at Baze Club in Renaissance Hotel KL on 29th septemeber. TIcket can be book now. RM 260 for a Bottle and entittled for 10 entries and 1 table reserve. Please drop me a msg if you interested to buy the package/tic. I'll get it done for you .

Last but not least, DONT STOP VOTING.!!!

http://www.malaysianbabes.net/events/myb_icon07/vote.php?f=Lavenda

VOTE VOTE!! just leave the "MyB Username" Blank.

With lotsa Love and Blessing,
Lavenda Boo

a big SMILE to start with this blog. like this one .. =) <--- 

been staying in K-elle for 5 days 4 nites... aiks aiks..

mainly for the tournament.. wat tour?  UITM International Bowling Sports Fiesta.. Fuah... Filipino also come.. Vavaboom betul.. anyway.. Lavenda didnt did well in the tournament.. Lose in the end =p... from Single event .. lose all the way to Team Event.. anway, was lots of fun with u guyz... ( wanny, nielle, nicol )... wahahah.. u guyz the coolest bowlers ady!!! =p.. huhu... through out the tournament , so much fun ~.. someone put elephant gum at the shoe foot.. and then? KESAT~.. benggeng betul .. =p.. to sum it all, IT WAS FUN to bowl with u guyz la...

keke.. another FUn was to meet u MYB babes and nic.. after so many phone calls and everything, we finally meet up.. hmm.. well well... the event is going smooth.. with lotsa sponsors and Jc there to taught us catwalk.. and ya, will nv forget u, sweetie aliyahhh for tying up my shirt =p... and also cavin who shoot me.. and also nic who guided me to the solaris place.. lotsa fun with u guys.. wish all the babes best of lucks.. dig in, enjoy the fun...~~ " Who is next?? " <-- lol... u guys rockzzz...

now, VOTE FOR LAVENDA!!!!!

http://www.malaysianbabes.net/events/myb_icon07/vote.php?f=Lavenda

=) <-- another big smile..

ok la...............................

here's a little comments on the trip.. some new things i tried out:-

Jack Daniel's Beef Steak from TGIF ... ..... 8/10 points yummayyyy :P

Prince Charming Romeo

Today, 20th Aug 2007.... proudly present to you........ ta dahh.... my beloved romeo's birthday!!! hiaks.. bless birthday boy... he's turning 2 years old today =( miss u tho.. He's just so so super cute ...

Back ny buy u treats of cheesee,, lotsa pepperoni, lotsa livers for you ok...

I wish that he could talk in phone with me.. but he cant =( ..

lalalallalla

=p

Tired.

A tiring, long day =)

Satisfied, cuz i was , again, selected into the MMU bowlers squad for this trimester .. Yesterday evening, went for a short training tho.. It was like 4-5 months since i last touch my balls.. The last tournament was Masum 2007 till now. And the tour was like in March?? hmm.. ya.. March - August, Bowling-free =) .. after yesterday nite training, my hands muscle cramps and sore ady..=( After training, went to Flo Lounge, which is at Equotorial Hotel. Nice tho, they offer Wines, Cigar and Flows.. Surprisingly, i found Moet Rose Edition there =) .. after the red wines nite and some live band , and a few games of pool, they decided for 2nd round.. Thus, we head to Sunshine Bar at 1am.. We managed to chill a little bit before they close . Black Label nite.. with green tea as mixer.. Hell.. that's wat i cannot stand, GREEN TEA as mixer.. =(... anyway, didnt get drunk, and no hangover today.. keke.. Xiao Qing was like so high, keep bottoms up.. hmm.. nyway, cute gal... welll well, next trip we head to Singapore and find u guyz la ok.. pls bring us around know =) .. we Parttayyy!! ...

back to today's MMU bowlers selection... Guess wat??!! I spare the SPLITS!! Pin 4,7 and 10.. well, if u were to ask me how? hmm.. pin 4 hit the pin 10 and pin 7 push back. get the picture? keke.. i shouted of cuz, and all my bowlers fella jumping up and down.. dohz :) .. then im also happy cuz get to meet all my senior bowlers and juniors and some states players.. HAPPY REUINION!!! keke... 4 games in total... and i get my sored arm even SORE-er now.. i cant hold a cup of tea..!! how terrible.. .. hmm.. oh ya, i meet Omar tho.. Frabriegas-look-alike? haha.. nyway, he is just beside my lane, and then he keep stare at me.. in the end he came and talk a lilltle with me..so ya, we self introduce tho .. ntmu omar =) .. Try again next year ok.. keke... the way u spin ady wrong wrong wrong.. :P.. well well... after the games.. announcement for those who gets into the squad.. and ya,.. there iam.. :P

sad news is that....

there's InterCampus tour between melaka campus and cyberjaya!! WHEN?

NEXT WEEK!! hell.. it was like so packed la my schedule...next week , 1 more mid term paper to go.. and i havent prepare yet!!! shieet... and then they having official training on monday and tues.. my paper is on Wednesday and then the tour is on Thurs and friday... ROAR!!! i need rest!!! but luckily, this year intercampus was in Melaka!!! haha.. no more Alamanda!!! hmm.. orite, will just wish a warmest welcome to melaka to all the cyber bowlers ya!! and also HAPPY REUNIION!!! groups hugss~~.. okay, then also wish u guyz all the best lucks in the tour too.. =)

hmm.. k la then.. i wanna turn in ady.. today's blog will be up to here ...

oopps.. to those i forgot or havent reply ur SMS or Frendster MSG.. sorry guys, lavenda been busy... miss u guyz lots ya.. XOXOXOXO

luv,
Lavenda

Shutted my heart. SHUT

What is love?

Lame i would say..

The question has been rolling again and agian without an actual answer to it, even till today..

I met so many kinda guys came approach me.. they say they love me.. and i say wat? , i said " oh really? why me? "

and..

i get various of answers .. :-

a) because u're nice person
b) because we chatted well on the net
c) because u are gorgeous
d) because u are slim
e) beacuse u looks so petite, unlike elephant
f) because u have a nice smell.
g) because i seems to knew u since a very long time ago
h) because i just wants u

i) because u're sexy

j) because we getting along in MSN

The above answers are wat i really get in real life =)

not to praise myself or what.. but IT's SUCKS!

hey u , come on.. dont say u love me if u r in below categories :-

a) U're married
b) We never met, and we only chatted a few times in MSN
c) Because u love my LOOKS, hey come on, those are temporarily assets, they will fade one day ok.. love my heart , not my looks!!!!!!
d) To kill your free time
e) Need sex... Oh ya, there's this convenient store in Geylang, go get one.. dont mess me!

well, if u're so self-conscious, that u realise u're in this categories i have mentioned, please get out of all the girls's way.. i believe there's non PROPER girl in this world that love this kinda guyz. *pissed*

Irritated,
Lavenda

Guys I met in my life.

Type 1 : They just wants to get into your pants.
Type 2 : They just yearn for your money.
Type 3 : They will never trust you.
Type 4 : They hide/lie something which u asked before for times and yet denial is what you always had in return.
Type 5 : They just wanna fool you.
Type 6 : When they did something wrong, they will defense themselves and attack you back in another way.
Type 7 : They scolded you all the time for nothing.

=) . sad cases.

by,
Strong Lavenda

Heart talk Part 2

A tiring day today.. went to classes, came back and guess wat i've got? hmm hmm..

PResssy!!!

orite,

PRessy number 1 of 19th July 2007
Sender: My lovely, sweet, cute, gorgeous darling Evoone Hoe
From : Penang all the way down to melaka.. so touchy..
PRessy : A big box PArcel..

k.. as i have oredi promsie her, i wont open the parcel until satruday.. so ya.. let it be in my room for 2 more days :P

Pressy number 2 of 19th july 2007
SEnder : Ken
From : Mlk gua? not too sure ( touchy also la :P )
Pressy : a bonquet of my fav lilies and roses.. omg :P u're just so sweet

dah dah.. here it is.. oh ya, this is second pressy from him.. i think he's trying to earn the title "MR . Give Most PRessies to LAvenda?" haa...

And also thanks to those who send in wishes in testi box and private msg.. especially The Backman, and Leng yein jie.. Johnson and etc etc... and also Bobby!! thanks for countdown=ing ok.. =P

Muaks and hugs and lotsa kisses and hugs and bao  bao and wen wen to all of u..
U guys makes my tiring day perfecto :P, Group HugsS!! mwahsz...

Sincerely from a-lil-happy angel,
Lavenda :)