Living in Hell and then Heaven......
Lavenda was living in HELL for 2 weeks!
Reason? For another Fu*king guy. ya, the guy which i mentioned in "Does he knows?"
Causes Lavenda lived in hell-dom , suicidal... did not eat much... slept at day time... alcohol for almost every nights... drunk... barf... Fu*k Up life...
Then again, life is always Yin yang.. Thanks to friends around me, best frend, good frend, long lost frend.. who call me, text me all time.. comfort me.. walked to my apartment to just make sure i don't jump down from 7th floor.. those who accompany drink and get drunk... who played pool with me, evin, linesh, laine.. starbucks with me... sunshine wth me... Lavenda will always remember you guys..
Today, Lavenda is much more stronger than yesterday. Lavenda is always happy like before ady.. wooo hoooo... I've learnt alot.. First thing of all.. NEVER FALL IN LOVE WITH GUY WHO IS YOUNGER THAN ME...NEVER AGAIN... fu*k it!!! I will never never fall into this kinda kind anymore. NO MORE! Ends..
Past is past. Tattooo once inked, is inked. Spilled water will never be in the pile again. so? hitch the ride, and head forward!
Anyway, events coming up, Lavenda will be on the Mahkota Runway Model at 26th july at MP, come and c her ya.. =p Preview round and then the final is somewhere August.
Love you ,
Lavenda ( the faster stronger? )
*missing haiwan loads*
hey there. guess i lost in touch with ya these few weeks again hehe.
anyway, i really hope you are fine there. i know you are a strong girl :) cheers! ( as in beers :P )
Posted by: boo | July 13, 2008 03:06 PM
be strong out there...the world is indeed a shitty one..but we just have to find the time to clean off the mud after going through it..
Posted by: Maxwell | July 16, 2008 04:14 AM
ROAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Posted by: Ivan C | July 17, 2008 02:16 PM
not making any sense...
If u like the guy and giving the chance out of 10 i rate u at least 7 ( halle berry = 10 ) he should without any doubt will go for u.
He is not going for u means he could be able to get someone much better looking then u ( looks always been the priority for guys ) or u got to be really a horrible person !
But how are u handling ur ego knowing that he didnt want u even when u throw urself to him ?
pls reply this .. i am very curious.
i'm writing an article about this ..
Have a nice day : )
Posted by: Mr Muharram | August 25, 2008 01:09 AM